Happy Place

[elli]

It is quite shocking to me that my last post was in may. May! That is more then half a year. Before that when I went weeks without posting, I've been thinking of posting but didn't manage becasue of time, life, well countless reasons. But I always thought about it. This journal was my happy place. The place where I share things and also deal with stuff.

But I think with the decrease of activity in general, my enthusiasm also waned. So many people who I admired and/or were close with left that it just doesn't feel like the same safe space and I feel that I don't know many of the new people as well as those that have left.

I do realize that is my own doing. I have not been cultivating relationships here. It might have to do with not having something I'm really fannish about. And I also realize that filling this place up with stories and images is what does create a home.

I also noticed that just reading and listening to english stuff and not writing things on my own has lead to my english deteriorating and I don't like that.

Comments

[elli]

Yes, and it's so nice to get updates from you there :D

*hugz*

I sent you a mail. Sorry it's so late.

[in_the_bottle]

It really wasn't late. Seriously, I haven't even really got to actually making them cards and cos you're in the EU and not on the other side of the world, it gets push to the "local-ish, can wait a few more days" pile... Everything is so last minute this year its not even funny.