Just, it's been a long time that a scene in a TV Show affected my quite this much. I think it hasn't happened since Shattered of Smallville in Season 3 when I spent the entire episode shaking.

Wow!!!

Jus...john killed me and.... just wow!!

That scene with John and Rodney and John just says "I can't".... and later, that look and that he DOES... omg!!!

More coherent review later after Stammtisch. I think. God.