What the hell?

[elli]

Is there something in the air?

I've been feeling depressed all day, and I cannot stand watching at the computer anymore.
I really don't know why. But I have to. Darn it all.

It seems lately all I do is piss people off. Or bore them to death.
Or they don't understand what the hell I'm saying.

Darn, I just want to go home. This 12 hour computer days are unnerving me.


On a happier note, check this : svroundtable
It's a really neat idea. And moonlight_spike got some new MR pics on her LJ.

Comments

[katkim.livejournal.com]

*hugs* But we never understand each other. That's the fun! *g*

Feel better, doll. Take care of yourself, and take lots of break from the computer. 12 days in front of the screen must be unhealthy. Go see Pirates! *hugs*

[elli.livejournal.com]

I really needed to get over my *gag, now I have to code that much html, and I'm never gonna get it done in time* effect. I stayed three hours longer, so I did catch up.

Thank god next week we'll be off the comp, though mr Schmahl will talk me to sleep, I'm sure.

And I wasn't speaking you specifically, I seem to be confusing people a lot. It's scary, because it's not normal, even for me. *shrugs*

Thanks so much for the comments. *huggles*

And definately will see Pirates. And Sinbad. And Bad boys Maybe.

[tirica.livejournal.com]

For what it's worth, you haven't confused me honey and neither pissed me off..

12 hour computer days are really sucky when it's not just for fun :-/ *hugs hopes this day passed by fast!*

[elli.livejournal.com]

Well, i'm glad...*g*

I have a theory though. Maybe.lol
I think my english has been deteriorating ever since my a-levles.
And I type before I think.

After yesterdays rant, I more or less got over it pretty quickly. I guess it's the "it has to be done by wednesday" alarm clock.

I just wish I hd time to go out. grrrr

Thanks for boosting my spirits!

[tirica.livejournal.com]

:) you're welcomed.

I type before I think as well!! But my english has been getting better and better ever since I left school, ages ago! *gg* but that's because I mostly if not to say only read english books. Only watch movies and tv shows in english, read waaaaay to much slash, in english... you see a pattern here?? LOL yeah I'm crazy.

[elli.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I think you're three years older than I am *g*

My enlglish was really good at school. Mind you, it ain't bad now, it's still good, i just wish I still were *that* good.

And if *that* is a sign for insanity, then they should have dragged me to the mental institution a loooong time ago..*g* maybe we should start a support group.*g*

[tirica.livejournal.com]

You're something around 22 then??
My english was good at school as well, but since then it has majorly improved. What I was missing at school was this big range of vocabulary I have now. Hee! And I am always happy when I notice that I get better and better with every book I read.. but then again I sleep with an english dictionairy and a thesaurus in my bed! Some people tend to think that's weird. But I like reading in them just for fun when I'm in bed.

Oh and I think most of us lj people would be considered total nut-heads by *normal* people out there *gg* and a support group, huh? Worth a second thought LOL

[elli.livejournal.com]

Exactly that.

If people ask me what to do to improve their enlish, I always recommend reading slash.lol
oh..actually...I tell them to see the tv series and movies in the original languages.

I've never slept with a dictionary though *g* maybe I should try it.

I agree, but think most people have weird tendencies.

mmm..how about this:

I have a problem. Today I couldn't stop thinking about sex. Between men. To specific men.
What can I do?

Well, there's this fanfic by xxx, go read it!

[tirica.livejournal.com]

I've never slept with a dictionary though *g* maybe I should try it.

somehow that just sounds majorly kinky!! As if we or should I rather say I am a pervert of some sort. Is there even a word for doing it with books?? geee sometimes my minds travels along weird paths.

Right, I guess everyone has their special weirdnesses to cope with. And I'm really not ashamed about reading slash.. all my friends know about it. My mom knows up so a certain point. Sad thing is there's no one in real, everyday life who shares this love for HOT GAY SEX!! *giggles* hmm but well there's the internet and the friends I meet up with every now and then.

We could try to sell this reply as an answer to all the problems.. like:

I have a problem, my tummy aches and I can't sleep. What can I do??

Well, there's this fanfic by xxx, go and read it! It will take your mind of your tummy and in the end you will sleep wonderfully and dream of hot gay sex!

[elli.livejournal.com]

lomao!!

My teacher almost caught me writing porn clex *g*

[tirica.livejournal.com]

oh oh oh your icon rocks!!! It's awesome! Lex is just sooooo hot!!

And oh my thankfully it was just almost *gg* but what was it?? I have to read it, you know.

[elli.livejournal.com]

Isn't he? so hot *g*

Well...I'm writing this fanfic...really slowly I might add and I had just reached the sex part, Clark was having a go at Lex and then my teacher peeks over my shoulder! ack

still not finished btw

[tirica.livejournal.com]

hee! so then whenever it's finished you'll have to send it to me :)

[elli.livejournal.com]

Hopefully sometiem in this century...but actually I really should!
Because then I can practise for my toefl!

[tirica.livejournal.com]

practise for your huh?? Is that some really cool abbrevation?? *wonders*

[elli.livejournal.com]

lomao...I thought you knew!

It's Test of english as a foreign language.
I need to for my bachelor.

[tirica.livejournal.com]

See at least I knew it was some cool abbrevation and not you beeing nuts *gg*
What exactly are you studying then??

[elli.livejournal.com]

lomao!

I study media design. Print and screen.
It's a lot of fun actually.

[tirica.livejournal.com]

It does indeed sound like some fun thing to study. :)

[elli.livejournal.com]

it is..most of the time.

except marketing. *gags*

[tirica.livejournal.com]

uargh!! I can see that ;)

[kattiya.livejournal.com]

*hugs Elli* Hey hon, how are you doing? Better? You know that you have never pissed me off or bored me or made me want to go run and hide. Sometimes I don't know what the hell you're saying *g* but that's only when you get super-excited and I'm left going "huh?" Otherwise, you're ball of energy and I adore you! *backrubs* I'll be around via email if you want someone to whine to...

On a happier note here: a repeat of the O.C. is on! *settles in to watch*

[elli.livejournal.com]

oh thanks Kat! *huggles*

I needed this *g* I've been working to much and let the small things get to me.
And you know, I think you're right. Maybe I'll whine your head off....hehe

New OC is tonight, right?

*smooches*